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[05 Jun 2008|02:47pm] |
NEW LJ
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) judascomplex
this has too many bad memories in it, and i thnk about them everytime i log in
its time for a new start
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[29 May 2008|12:19pm] |
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last night was fantastic!!
went to the mall with karl and i bought two new eyeliners, lingerie things, mascara and new body spray from victorias secret.
then we picked up crystal and met ashley at her house, pre-gamed with smirnoff ice and went to the club. the drag show was pretty intense and i had so much fun dancing with my friends. i even danced on stage with ashley and rob! ahahaha it was crazy but i was a little drunk and i just didnt give a fuck.
today ian is taking his test and im really proud of him... i know he'll do great! tomorrow night im taking him to the movies to see "the strangers" and we're eating at applebees :)
i have to go finish sewing up my dress... i left my black skinny jeans in karls car! and my pink flip flops! :'( wah wah wah those are my favorite pants and flip flops... FUCK.
im going to go take some ibuprofen, get ready and go to the mall or do something.
xoxo
ps;; ive been craving milk lately which is wierd because ive never really liked milk. it just sounds so good to me!
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[25 May 2008|03:15am] |
busy busy busy past few days
ive been working 40+ hours but i love it! tomorrow and monday is time and a half so even more money!
my septum piercing is kind of sore at times but i love it
i played wiffle ball with ian, hanna, brittany, fro, steve, and amber.
TEAM WAH vs TEAM COCKS-IN!!
it was hysterical, and i was so happy to see hanna and fro because i havent seen either of them in a while
after the game i got ice cream with ian, craig, paul and steve hahaha it was funny to say the least.
last night i saw indiana jones and it was pretty good!
it was a little long and had kind of a wierd ending, but worth seeing. i went to the 11pm showing and didnt get home until about 2am. i loved the motorcycle scene where mutt and indiana jones are being chased.
after the movie ian slept over and we stayed up watching animal rescue shows ahahaha so cute. i almost cried because one story was about a baby puppy who almost drowned in a flood but he was saved by a rescue man, and he was coughing up water it was so sad!! but he lived thank goodness.
im listening to the moulin rouge soundtrack... i need to watch this movie again really soon. the part where they sing "come what may" makes me cry so hard. i cant help it, its just too cute!
super stoked for summer! more wiffle ball, fireworks, camping, and carnivals!
hurry hurry hurry and come on over summer!
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[16 May 2008|08:30am] |
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last night i went with brittany and amber and i got my septum pierced
i was so nervose!
but it wasnt that bad. the clamp was the worst part. and the guy who did it was really nice. he had a ton of piercings and tattoos [obviously] and he looked "mean", but he talked really calmly and gently and was willing to answer any questions i had.he explained the whole procedure and what he was doing before he did it which really put me at ease.
its still pretty sore at random times, like if i flare my nostrils, but other than that its not that bad.
i got the septum retainer so its really small and i can flip it up and hide it at work.
my mom thinks its cute, my dad and ian arent very happy about it. but oh well i told them i was doing it in advanace, they had their chance to say their peace of mind but they didnt [they probably didnt think i would do it] so oh well.
i still cant believe i actually went threw with it! im happy i did.
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[11 May 2008|01:39am] |
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 amazing weekend!
friday i hung out with amber brittany emilia and nikki.
so many random things happend, there is no way to cover it all
we went to the mall and people stared at us the whole time because we just punched each other in the vag ahaha it hurt SO BAD but it was hysterical. it was funny to see one of us get hit randomly when we least expected it... we'd hunch over and make fucked up noises hahahaha
i bought a new acacia strain shirt... i dont understand how amber and cj dont like the acacia strain... their new song is so badass!
emilia and nikki slept over and we watched juno.
the next day we went to westfield and agawam. went to some party but i ended up leaving after an hour or so because it was not my scene ahahaha
than i went and saw ian. we went to the movies and saw harold and kumar. i loved it! the end was the best part. they smoke weed with george bush and i was laughing so hard i was crying. just the way he talks! its outrageous.
i got a hot dog, sprite, and pretzel nuggets with nacho cheese! mmm. im such a fat ass but i dont even care! hahaha
there was like a group of people that came in and there were so loud and obnoxious though. i fucking hate that. they were like 15 and were acting like assholes the whole movie. ian and i were in the very last row of the theater and so were they, and i got so annoyed i had to move up front. so we did and THEY FOLLOWED US. they sat on the stairs and they kept yelling things in spanish and laughing and it got to the point where i couldnt hear the movie, and i ended up yelling at them. they mocked me and left ahahahaha. then when we left we walked by them and they started laughing at me and saying shit in spanish, like i fucking cared. i know they called me a bitch because my friend karl says it in spanish all the time ahaha. then me and ian were walking out to my car and their ride came up and followed us it was mad sketchy. they honked at me which i knew they would do because they were obnoxious and immature. it was amusing.
i looked so cute though! i had a black skirt from h&m, my boots, a white tunic tank top, and a pink flower in my hair, which i straightened and teased at the top. i looked so cute!<3
and ive decided once i pay off my car, im going to start putting money away every week to save up for an apartment and my trip with ian to florida.
i also want a pet so badly!! im just never home so i dont know how much time i would get to spend with him if i did get a pet.
and naggs [ians cat] might be pregnant with kittens!
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[08 May 2008|12:25pm] |
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 tomorrow is the big wiffle ball game!! tomorrow, 5pm@stanley park
so far people i know are going:
ian
cj
miranda
brittany
paul
emilia
kyle
ashley
most likely dave ortona [if he doesnt go to the outbreak show]
most likely steve dionne
most likely craig
havent heard back from lenny, janine, geo, tyler
amber might have to work
but either way it will still be enough people to have a decent game
maybe tomorrow i will go to big y and we will have a big ass picnic too!
i could really go for some chinese food or hot dogs right now
and sprite
i am waaay too obsessed with food this week. i bought cupcakes, apple danish, twizzlers, blow pops, and squirms in the past TWO days.
i also bought watermelon lip smackers and this shampoo..
it makes my hair so soft and it smells so nice! but i still really like my bed head dumb blonde shampoo/conditioner. i just feel like taking a little break from it and trying something new.
i hate my stupid bleach game, i cant clear ichigo's level!! and since i cant do that i cant open anymore stories. i dont understand it... it says in order to open story 18 or something i have to do the training. and i did do it! i didnt skip threw it! maybe its how i always beat renji the same way. you have to beat him using maximum spiritual pressure or mimimal spiritual pressure... but i dont really get what that means. i make sure my spiritual pressure is always at a three [its peak] threw out the battle, but i never get to open up any new paths to get to rukia. and i fight renji like seven times! UGH! so frustrating.
i think next week ill buy a new DS game... like teenage zombie
or maybe an inuyasha game
today is boring and i dont feel like working.
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[05 May 2008|10:32am] |
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so bane was alright
i spent the majority of the show outside with ian and amber talking to dave and steve.
dave does THE best power ranger imitations!
bushey broke his wrist or something so ian and i took him to noble hospital.
i think today im going to go running and do some crunches so i can get in shape for the beach
i have to pay my car insurance today UGH
hopefully ill have some dope plans for the weekend.
last wensday i made friends with a boy in high heels and a green dress hes awesome and i hope we become best friends!
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[28 Apr 2008|01:46pm] |
i want to go camping
like so bad :[
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[18 Apr 2008|10:16am] |
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last night i had the most horrible dream.
it started off me on this mountain. the best way i could describe the mountain is it looks like mt. gagazet from ffx/ffx-2.
so im running all over the place and there are guns being shot at me. eventually i get back home[?] and ian is there. so then all of a sudden we stop and we end up in this room and ashley is there, and we all start freaking out because the british are coming. so we all hide under a big blue blanket. i got sick of hiding so i ran out and was talking to my grandma and was asking her to tell us a safe place to go. and of corse she did what she would do in real life- SHE DOESNT TELL ME. she just goes off about a story.
so i got frustrated and ran away. ian and ashley disappeared so i was with my cousin danielle. we were going to make a run for it and drive to the other side of the mountain.
before we could though there were bombs going off on either side of the house, and we all took cover in this one room. the house was really high on the mountain so all the bombs were way below us but the heat was really bad. so i look up from my crouched position on the floor and i see my dad run across the room and jump out the window. i ran after him and just saw him falling. i screamed "i love you" and he screamed it back. then he disappeared into the smoke but i didnt want to believe he was gone. so after the bombs stopped going off i asked some woman in the house on the next mountain top if she could see my dad and if he was alive. she said no. so for the rest of the dream i was crying hysterically and i was angry because no one else seemed bothered or upset that my dad was gone.
it was seriosly one of the worst dreams ive ever had. i woke up crying and thats only happend a couple times.
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[17 Apr 2008|09:29am] |
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i bought a pink nintendo ds lite yesterday
and the bleach: blades of fate game.
i want more games!!
i also saw 'the ruins' last night. it was okay. really nasty... not as bad as they make it out to be. the vines on the temples fuck with your mind and get inside your body. i dont know, it was wierd. but the gore was descent haha. i couldnt take the main character dude seriously because he kept talking with a mad lisp. everytime hed go off on his little pep speeches id be like JUST STOP TALKING. and the girl i wanted to die never died :[ i hated that chick, she cried about everything. that sloppy bitch!
earlier i hung out with brittany and amber. i bought the manga 'absolute boyfriend' because they stopped running it in shoujo beat!! wah wah wah. amber was having some boy problems so she stabbed a stuffed monkey the boy gave her, and she cut off its head, arms, legs and tail. then we drove to westfield and disposed of the body. the actual body is in the wal mart parking lot and the head is on the side of the road. it was so funny. "YOU HAVE A LOOSE ASSHOLE! IM GONNA FIST IT!! YOU SLOPPY BITCH!!"
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amazing amazing weekend.
friday i went to the battle of the bands at the high school JUST to watch sam robbins. this kid is obsessed with 80s hair metal and he makes everyone call him sammy "sleaze" razorsharp. it was hysterical. he would run down the aisles of the auditorium and out the doors, and everyone would be like where the fuck did that kid go, and you would still hear him singing.
this is exactly what he wore, and his bandanas kept falling off of him while he was running around all over the place.
on saturday me, ian, paul, craig, brittany, amber, kyle, brian, and pauls cousin were all stoked to see liferuiner that night until we found out liferuiner dropped!! everyone was so bummed out. their van crapped out or something. brittany and amber still went to the show while me and the boys did whatever. we went to the tin bridge and just hung out there for a while. then me, ian, kyle and brian were at pauls apartment complex waiting for him and craig to show up. some woman in a convertible started harassing us saying one of us yelled "slut" at her. after a few more minutes she gets out of the car and knocks on the apartment doors to use the phone so she can call the cops on us. so the four of us hop in ians car and book it, and we meet up with paul and craig at a resturaunt called the teapot gallery.
then we went on a packy run to get 40s for brian and kyle. i didnt drink anything. we went to some bonfire in granville and it was so white trash ahahaa i loved it! i cuddled with ian in front of the fire and he kept me warm!
and over the last few days i bought:
 snake print sandals
white flats
pink scarf
white tunic tank
grey tunic sweater
oversized motley crue shirt
juno soundtrack
radiohead "in rainbows" [FINALLY!]
new curling iron
new extensions
black sundress
victorias secret OOH LA LA perfume
victorias secret mascara
bracelets
rings
a necklace
nude lipstick
red lip ribbons
i feel like im forgetting shit ahaha
and i find myself obsessed with the song "heartbeats" by the knife. their so creepy... like something you would see in a nightmare. but that song is adorable.
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[12 Apr 2008|08:34pm] |
TALK YO SHIT, GRAB YO GAT!
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[08 Apr 2008|02:00am] |
blah blah blah im still really sick
and im pretty sure i have strep
yesterday ian took me to the mall and i bought him his birthday present. its a red sox shirt and it was only 99cents!! what a steal!! ian loves it and he looks really good in it. on the ride home he wasnt feeling very well so his mom and i took him to noble hospital last night because he felt really sick. turns out he has strep which is really contagious, and im just putting two and two together. we share straws, food, whatever, and my throat is sore.
so today ian came with me to the hospital and i got checked out... my results will be ready tomorrow. i just want some medicine!! my throat is so sore i can feel it inside my ear.
after the doctors ian and i went to STCC which was an adventure all on its own. he is SUCH a backseat driver!! than we went back to westfield and ate at friendlys. i had a chicken wrap, fries, and a happy ending with reeses pieces. yummaaay. ian had mozzerella sticks, fries, a turkey club, coke, and a strawberry milkshake for dessert. i dont think he even really tastes his food, because he practically inhaled it. we went back to his house, watched scrubs, and took a nap. it was a perfect day.
then i had work 6-9pm and UGGHHH PEOPLE ARE SO ANNOYING AND OBNOXIOUS. 5 minutes til closing and some bish had to come in. what the fuuuck. its 9pm go home, you will live without deli food in your damn fridge. after that waste of time and life i went to ians and we just hung out until 12am.
here are the things im looking forward to purchasing
thats all for now... im going to sleep. i have tomorrow off and im going to spend it with my best friend in the world, ian. goodnight.
xoxo
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[06 Apr 2008|11:08pm] |
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today was spent doing absolutely nothing.
ian and i went to starbucks where i got a green tea frappucino<3 my favorite!
than on the ride home ian started feeling wierd so we went to noble hospital. he has strep throat. i hope i dont get it!!
tomorrow i have a doctors appointment and then m and ian are stopping at stcc. i have work 6-9pm and after i will probably spend some downtime with my lover.
im SO excited for sephora to open at the holyoke mall! i can buy those philosophy bath stuff without ordering online.
well im going to sleep. im worn out and tomorrow is going to be busy!!
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